ok . enough is enough . why do you have to be like this ? after i came back from camp , you're now so hostile . wth is wrong with you ? since the day i came back from camp , i knew you were some sort mad . cause i promised i'd text you at night but so happened we didn't get our phones back . WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO ?????? i even tried using my friends phone . but i had second thoughts . i couldn't anyways . his prepaid was low -.- therefore i couldn't text you .. but who's to blame ? me or you ?? i said sorry many times . but after that inciddent , its like you swithced off towards me . its like there's nothing between us anymore . sometimes , i wish you really knew how i felt . how many time you have hurt me . ok ? you're making me cry . each time now , you dont even reply me . do you know how much you mean to me ? i dont think so . i've told friends i wan't to end it . but i don't want to . neither do they want me to . i'm losing my mind . GOSH ! jordin sparks was right , "why does love always feel like a battlefield?" i know i've got to move on . but with you ? i dont know . just now even , i went online . straight away you went off . if you tell me you don't want our relationship to continue , i'm fine with it . but why do you have to treat me like this . when i saw you in school , you smiled straight through me . i smiled back . but beneath my smile , do you know how much my heart ached for you ? how hurt i was to see you just smile like nothing's happened ? i know once i told you "honestly , as long as you are who you are , i won't stop falling for you" right ? but now , you're not even half the guy i fell for . what's happened to you ? i miss the old you . i really do . please come back down to earth . for me ? you're just not being you , and i'm not liking it . but i love you . i just hope you love me too .
bye people
i've poured my heart out
and i hope YOU read this .
ciao for now .

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